so i know its been ages since i went out with charlene
today went to her house,headed to raffles to eat sakae. den walk all the way to bugis with her. wanted to shop at bugis end up we oni got a dress each bugis street>bugis junction>greatworld>charlene's house. bake cookies which were nice(:
so tmr i suppose to go out with my baby derhs.. dunno whether still can or not.. aghhh! i really wanna meet my baby
i always thought u could fill the bowl of emptyness in my heart, with joy,happiness,your care & your love. but today let me realise over something so small could break us apart. we arent happy with each other,i'm on the other side crying. this might be temperory only,but what happens if its permenantly? sometimes i wish u might take things even if its my fault u'll forgive me. u'll take the blame,let us be the way it used to be.. me and my wishful thinking.
all i know i will oni love you now & forever no matter what.
u've keep saying things about me. it hurt me on the inside. have u tried to understand? i was really looking forward to tmr's meeting and now i just think meeting u makes no difference. i hate it!
today home all the way. on the way home almost got caught in a accident lucky nvr happen! hit my head against the side of the bloodly car. arghhh i damn fucking feeliing suckish now larhs!
SATURDAY (: 5 of December '09 so i know i havent been blogging for like a few days. budd its lyk blog holidays not enuff time to blog (: spend more time with baby as usual? (:
on anni didnt really go anywhr special still had great fun (: 11 months ish really fast! ilovejasonchua!mine to keep horhs!
so on friday went to watch the twilight saga: new moon the movie felt damn long~ budd not as gud as i expected..-.- ;SATURDAY(gonna take it as today) today woke up late budd still on time so went to meet up with baby den headed down to science center see the body worlds thingy den went off to vivo!!
i'm missing you day and night. need you here with me. i love you now & till the end of time.
hmmm.anyways just found out certain someone deleted me from fb. saddded.): okayys. ltr might be going out to meet baby..rawrrr i'm still freaking tired and dizzy and tired!i woke up so freaking early larhs!! its so darn early. thinking what to do ltr. mayb slp? (: hahas. so slpy!>< i think my blog is dieing............
not everything comes in our way,why not try to change?
